The Co-Sickness

Fighting with myself
These wounds that never heal
Cast a shadow on my heart
Tear it out not to feel

Lying to myself again
Wishing you could change
Finding the same old lies
Ohh, how you’ve stayed the same

Telling myself its over
Not wanting to believe
Alone is when I am desperate
Empty enough to leave

Inside you know it’s wrong
It hurts so much- this pain
You keep running no where
Ohh, how you’ve stayed the same

Looking for a distraction
This pattern so well trained
Sicker than you, I find myself
Ohh, how I’ve stayed the same